i realized a lot with the last hour. this is a better state of mind for me. lets hope it stays.
i wonder when things will start to be easier. i made so many mistakes. why haven’t i learned anything from them yet?
i guess im looking in all the wrong places….. im tired of being patient. why does it never work. why is it always the wrong time. why do i always fall head over heels. im such a hopeless romantic.